Sunday 22 June 2014

The Future

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Friday 20 June 2014

Thursday 19 June 2014

Monday 9 June 2014

Day 492 - Clarity v 2

There will be moments of clarity,
Where the comedy of the trap 
Appears more acute than normal. 

You might be sat at a desk 
Or in a meeting room 
Surrounded by men with a seriousness 
So neatly pinned to their faces 
That their every movement seems absurd. 

In such circumstances 
You might be compelled 
To turn to the nearest and ask 
Do you like jazz? 
Or how do you know if you've ever truly been in love? 

In all circumstances 
This must be resisted;
There remains certain arenas 
Where the smallest act of humanity
Will be seen as treason.

Sunday 8 June 2014

Day 491 - Tea

Day 490 - Go Ahead v 2

Go ahead and enter his life,
Enter the shadow of his life
I will not quiver
I will not care a less
I’m busy detaching myself
From everything I’ve ever known
It’s really not so hard once you begin
You’ll realise there is nothing
You cannot say goodbye to
You will become a master of letting go
Like a beggar or saint
You will strip your life of all matter
Like a sailor discarding the land
You will lean upon the bows
Of your new life,
Watching all you’ve ever known
Shrink before you.

Thursday 5 June 2014

Day 489 - How To Marry the Darkness pt 7

I was in concealment watching the steps of the deserted cinema waiting for you know who to appear. The winds were charging up and down the street making soup of everything. You couldn’t keep a single thought in your head. The wind was so strong it kept knocking the hat from my head and causing it to roll into the street. I had no choice but to leave my concealment to retrieve it then place it back on my head and return to my position. Still the same thing kept happening each time blowing my hat further away. This must have occured nearly forty eight times until it blew right the way up the steps of the cinema, through the foyer, down through the lobby and into the screening room. By the time I’d picked it up and sat down the main feature was starting to begin.

Day 488 - Scrap Midnight Poem 2

It's dark beneath the eyelids
Shadow pass, faces without features
The birds hang light bats from branches.
The outstretched arms of the trees
Cross like a forest of raised spears.
How long till words find form?
A year on from the disaster
I am still waiting for them to mobilise
Into some useful function
Thy sit about me like the discards of a defeated army
Unable to wipe the smirk away from silence.

Day 487 - Scrap Midnight Poem 1

It is easy to be as you are
God knows I do it everyday
We are reigned by instincts to behave
In manner that make sense to us
We travel the middle route
Back and forth endeavouring to avoid hurt and tiredness.
Still things become fastened to you,
You are like the ship on the sea,
You are restrained by degrees
Your hull becomes overwhelmed with decay
It seeks to saturate you
And draw you into the depths
It is green and dark down there
No sounds can be heard
But you know above the surface
The wind still blows and
The horizon is cold clear and cool.

Tuesday 3 June 2014

Day 486 - How To Marry the Darkness pt. 6

I stepped into the darkness.  The room was as dry as a tomb. A fan was oscillating slowly bringing with it the smell of fresh lilies. The scent of them was enough to seed an involuntary memories of childhood; I saw my grandmother sowing by the bay window and my brother in short pants. I saw my dog, Arrow, chasing a red ball down through a field of corn and the noise of birds whistling through the trees. I was overcome by an irreconcilable desire to return to a forgotten time.
I staggered outside. It was still midday. Part of me knew it would always be midday; now and for many years to come.